Back to Abnormal
Tuesday, January 12, 2010 at 10:16AM As I was preparing to come to the church this morning, a weird feeling came over me as I was leaving the house. Josh returned to OBU yesterday, Kristen left for an early class this morning, Edie was already at work, mom is back in her apartment and I felt alone. Not like God's presence had left me alone, but empty house alone. I said out loud, "everything is back to normal." Then I realized that Josh being gone, Kristen finishing college is not the normal. It is the abnormal (for me). Life is changing!. I speak of it often. I'm learning a new "normal." I love the changes and I dislike the changes. I miss little kids and I love having older kids. I miss little league and am so glad we're past it. I love Josh being home and know its good for him to be gone. I'm not even thinking about what the next year will bring for my little girl. I have no normal. God spoke to me in this moment that He will never change!

